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Tossing and Turning

Sun Apr 27, 2008, 8:42 PM
Chuck Norris does'nt wear a condom cause there is no such thing as protection form chuck norris.


Well i did'nt imagine my next entry would be this soon but i can't sleep and i got nothing better to do.

I think thats a big part of my problem right now with not being able to sleep the last few days. I have'nt done anything besides go to class come back and sit and wait for the day to be more or less over. Had this problem a while back to. Got really frustrated and angry when i would just sit there all weekend for lack of any money to go do something or if i actually had money company. ( Never liked going out and doing anything on my own i like to have company along for the fun )

And thats what i have done now for the last two weeks. Nothing. WHile it is far more relaxing to be here than it is in TSC It's alot more time on my hands that i have not a blessed thing to do with. Can only spend so many hours of the day BSin on the phone with the same people you talked to a few days ago and thats obvisouly a quickly degenerating amount of time you spend on the phone each day.

And then my finances are getting REALLY!! bad tot he extent i am in real danger of being booted from the submarine force and potentially the Navy. Been kinda stressin about that lately...well should'nt say sorta been really stressin over that. Of course the banks wont loan me money cause i owe money. the FFSC is'nt willing to help my situation my parents can't do much of anythign really and the only other person i know with the financial ability to help has his own bills.

So yeah really friggin stressed out. Hell i even noticed today that i have ALOT mor grey in my hair than i did even just 5 months ago. Think the stress might be getting to me a lil bit. Trying to stay positive and it;s working for the most part i still have loads of laughs all day long in class when we have downtime. I still laugh at good jokes and all that just when i have nothing to occupy my immediate attention my mind start to wander towards the stressing factors and i get kinda tense.

anyway enough of putting my thoughts into words heh i think there are only even three possibly four peopl who read this anyway. It's mostly for me anyway somethign i cna look back on when feeling nostalgic and remeber that time in my life.

Anyway fellas gonan make an attempt at the sandmans job. Best of wishes to you all.

  • Mood: Tense
  • Listening to: The safety Dance
  • Reading: My own mind
  • Watching: Avatar
  • Playing: WOW
  • Eating: not waffle house....DAMN!!!
  • Drinking: Green death

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